SOOOO.....

I guess being on a diet for three years 

(and losing 67 lbs)

has taken its toll :(

Still watching my carb intake 

but not like I should be or used to....

Not going to the gym like I used to....

SWIMSUIT TIME IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER


Her is my stress moment


UGGGGWHATINTHEHECKAMITHINKING
GRRRRRR

I lose a little....then gain a little....then lose

I am maintaining and haven't gained any

BUTTTTTTT

The swimsuit motivation is not working this year

ANY IDEAS?!?!?! 

Beside lighting a fire under my own ass
(which would be kinda tricky to do...anyone willing?!?! LOL)

which is what I am beginning 
to think I need to do...

Beginning to wonder where

my

Determination and self discipline

went 

I WANT IT BACK!!!!

NOWWWWW!!!!!!!